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Thursday, December 02, 2004
...So Much for my Happy Ending
It looks like it's not gonna work out with Rockboy. I was so sure there was something extraordinarily special between us. But he's been very distant since meeting R&J.
I can't control his reaction. I can only take care of things from my end. And you know what? It sucks. I feel like crying, but I'm stronger than this. Last night, it was tempting to find sex on the net. But then, I know I would merely be "reacting" as this is really not what I want.
This was our first bump in the road and we couldn't even get over it. I'm so disappointed. There's still a scintilla of hope... so never say never. But Rockboy was overwhelmed and he needs his space.
My bed has never been as cold as it was last night.
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