Friday, August 26, 2005
Miscellaneous Thoughts on Keeping Busy I was given a new designation at work, a promotion. I bought myself a new expensive toy. I started a new book. I bought a wicked CD. I just saw some classic films. I had a good workout last night.
And tonight, I will be speaking at a volunteer open house. They (the organization) asked me. I was touched.
So you see, I've kept busy after the whole HorseHung ordeal. I wasn't about to dwell.
I have good friends. Family. Priorities. Obligations. See? Keeps me busy.
But still, I feel lonely.
I need a good lay. It'd be nice if I can get laid more often. At the end of the day, I just want to be held. And I want to give without being turned down.
It takes so much effort to love everything and everyone.
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Excuse my rant, boys and girls. I guess I'm just tired of keeping busy.
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