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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
High Sex Drive
Over the weekend, I realized I have something in common with my closest friends. We have high sex drives. We want sex as often as we can get it.
Another similarity I noticed is that we're emotional at present time. Could it be that there's a correlation between sex and our emotional well-being? I haven't done much research on this, but I'm betting the connection is a very strong one.
Well, that was just a thought.
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So I had a few days of fun with *6-pack* over the Easter holidays, as mentioned in a previous post. Our first night together, we were in wonderland. He fucked me a few times. I fucked him. Total bliss.
Our second night together was a different story. I practically begged for sex (I never beg for sex) and I came away unsuccessful. He has a hardon but he doesn't want to have sex? I couldn't fathom the idea that someone sleeping beside me would rather sleep than sleep with me. Hence, I couldn't sleep.
As a compromise, we settled on him jerking me off to keep me quiet. I love it when guys are really into watching me cum, so I was left content. But this incident happened three times throughout our short time spent together. I really don't think I'm a sex maniac, I just have a very healthy sexual appetite. He finally confesses that he doesn't have a high sex drive like I do.
Gotcha.
All that time, I started having second doubts about myself. Is he not turned on by me? Am I not sexually enticing? Is my body not hot enough?
I thought every guy likes to wake up on the receiving end of a warm blowjob. He proved to be the exception. During our last night, I practically had to force myself on him. He eventually gave in and we had fun but... what's up with that? I'm so turned on by him, and now he's flown away leaving me wanting more.
This is the first time I can recall that I miss a guy for sex than for the snuggles. I'm such a horn dog.
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