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Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Lack of Communication
I suppose I'll never know why you said we were moving too fast too soon. You stopped communicating.
The only commitment I gave was to get to know you further. Other than that, no promises or anything resembling an exchange of rings was made. I never crowded you. We've never professed love for each other. Geez, we never even had sex! Why are you overwhelmed?
But you dropped me like a hot potato. What was I supposed to do? Wait for you to look down and then pick me up? I'm sorry. I'm not like that and I can't dwell on you. I have a life. I got hurt, but I move on. Plenty of fishes in the sea.
Truth be told, I felt guilty for feeling sad, but I did and do.
You didn't even give the exercise a chance. You thought it was about me giving you attention. I'm disappointed. It was about me too. You'd never know the magnitude of my solid intentions. And, we'd never know the different dimensions in each other's characters. I don't want to have to explain myself. I guess I made the assumption that you'd simply understand.
Assumptions are dangerous.
Just because I said you had insecurities does not mean I perceive you to be insecure. Everyone has insecurities. God, even I'm a work-in-progress. I work towards fixing my faults.
Going forward, the good thoughts overpower the negative ones. You're special. I'll still smile at the thought of you.
Now, the recovery begins...
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