Friday, June 18, 2004
The Price to Pay
I can relate with the departure of Sissy. It can be scary. Because I initially divulged personal information through blogging, the price to pay was my privacy. I had hoped for cooperation to those who might understand. Recently, I was disrespected and called a hypocrite.
I wrote a long rebuttal to an email, but I decided against posting it (also, a blog will remain nameless as his embarrassing arrogance is not worth of mention anymore). My anger subsided when I realized that it is my fault for letting the ignorance of another affect me. I understand my mistake. There's no need to rub my face in the mud. Having said that, I bear no more ill feelings as my frustration had dissipated.
My final stance: 'who fuckin' cares?' Life goes on.
But I do have to say that the karma YOU gave will come back to you with five-fold intensity the next time you ask another individual for a simple favour that can easily be granted.
On a grander scale, perhaps it's naive of me to believe that when you approach people with kindness and sincerity, it will be solemnly reciprocated, not laughed at. My belief is not shaken. I hold to it even stronger.
I have dealt with various people from all walks of life, primarily through volunteer work for the past ten years, and now through my current profession. I've met some good people, some bad. And, I've always dealt with their unpredictablity with great tact.
To the ones who lack courtesy, I feel sorry for you.
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Babe, I will miss you. Very much.
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